Do you feel like you life has just been limping along from one crisis to the next? Do you feel like you finally get back on your feet after some huge setback, only to find yourself swept up in another crisis that derails your progress and sets you back even farther? Many of us have heard the phrase “when it rains, it pours”, but why does it seem like some people just can’t catch a break?
Since our outer world is often a good indicator of our inner processes and programs, when we see drama, chaos, and crisis constantly showing up, it’s an invitation to us to look inside and see where we might be co-creating our own problems. Some people can get addicted to the feeling of stress and drama, so without being in constant turmoil they feel bored or apathetic. This causes them to subconsciously create problems in their lives to struggle with. Other people may have inner feelings of self-doubt and insecurity, so they generate crises so they can be saved by someone, or feel the accomplishment of “saving themselves”. All of these patterns are rooted in attention-seeking behavior.
When we have experienced trauma or major dysfunction, we may recreate these patterns in our lives because they are familiar to us. Times when we have struggled may be the only times we have felt supported, acknowledged, or loved. When we fall down, we receive compassion and attention, but the downside comes when we tell ourselves that falling down is the ONLY way to receive these things. This clearing with Bonnie Serratore will help unravel the traumas and programs that are causing you to manifest crisis, turmoil, and drama in your life and relationships. When we understand that we can receive love and be witnessed and appreciated in every moment, we can stop perpetuating this cycle and begin to create healthier and more balanced relationships.

While some people aren’t troubled by expressing anger, others feel uncomfortable with outward displays of anger from other people or even themselves. Anger in itself is not necessarily negative; it can alert us to when our boundaries are being tested, give us the motivation to change circumstances that bother us, and it can be a natural response to events we perceive as unfair, hurtful, wrong. Most people are never taught how to effectively express, understand, and release their anger.
By an early age, most of us have already made decisions about anger, its purpose, and how to safely express it. If we were raised in an abusive or traumatic environment, we may see anger as a loss of control or a way to punish others. Some of our beliefs about anger may come from society, as many cultures have very specific ideas about how anger can be expressed and who is allowed to express it. For example, some women may feel it is not “lady-like” to get angry, so they cover it with a different, more “acceptable” emotion such as fear, guilt, or blame.
When we don’t feel safe or comfortable expressing our anger, it often gets misdirected and channeled into a different emotion like despair, helplessness, or hopelessness. We may turn the anger inward onto ourselves, rather than express it outwardly, blaming or shaming ourselves but still unable to change things. Other people repress their anger entirely, denying their feelings and burying them deep in the subconscious where they can wreak even more havoc on their lives.
In this clearing with Bonnie Serratore, we can finally allow ourselves to release and move through these feelings of anger to unravel the deeper core wounds of worthlessness, separation, and despair. When we can finally feel our anger and release these energies, we can allow more of the light of who we are to enter into our physical and energetic bodies, allowing us to step into new levels of joy, presence, and love in every moment!

A compulsive behavior is defined as an irresistible urge that can go against a person’s conscious wishes. Where do these compulsions come from? In a world that seems out of control, compulsive behaviors alleviate the anxiety and chaos that loom within. They become our ineffective coping skills, robbing us of our full, uninhibited, joyful life. Compulsion is about feeling out of control, it’s the angst we feel when we are not fully in our body, and we are trying to cope with a world that feels unpredictable.
These destructive behaviors can often become a coping mechanism stemming from traumatic experiences, behaviors we inherited or learned from those around us, or even influences from discarnate beings. When we experience trauma, often times we leave our bodies, which leaves us energetically vulnerable to discarnates or interferences. These entities often times have compulsions of their own, which attract to and compound your own issues, increasing them and causing them to wreak havoc in your life. By clearing out the emotional wounding, discarnates, and unwinding your fears around control, we start to unravel what is causing you to act out in ways that are not in alignment with the true YOU!

“I’m not good enough” can pervade every part of our life experience. It can prevent us from owning any achievement and can have us constantly downplaying or criticizing our accomplishments. It can keep us from going after our true desires, believing that we don’t deserve it or could never achieve it. On the flip side, it can lead us to set impossibly high standards in our lives just to prove that we are enough; expectations that we are never able to fulfill and thus reinforcing the belief that ‘I’m not good enough’.
Many of us feel the weight of this wound in our daily life. Whatever we do or say, we can never be enough, whole, or even ok. These feelings have an anchor in our past; a moment in which our ‘not good enough’ belief was formed. These deep-seated convictions rarely originate from our current life. They have instead accrued over many lifetimes, like dark rocks of pain that we drag along behind us from incarnation to incarnation.
These wounds blind us to our most incredible qualities. By releasing the wounds of your past, you will begin to wake up a deeper truth and understanding – that you are truly enough just as you are, a precious spark of Divinity remembering itself through human form. What if you felt and knew that you were enough? When you know from this deepest level that you are enough, your whole world begins to change around you.
When we are no longer filtering our experiences through a belief of intrinsic wrongness, this feeling of not being good enough, we will be able to recognize the sacredness of our uniqueness, and our gifts will start to become more available. By waking up to the truth of who you are, it will remind others of their truth as well. From knowing more of our true essence, more possibilities are suddenly available and a deeper sense of fulfillment and happiness are accessible.
Join our Accelerators Cat Gelinas, Chris Williams, Ania Danecka, and Abbey Pilgeram in this group clearing where they will release the past traumas and belief systems around ‘not being good enough’. From clearing the impression of not being good enough from your emotions, subconscious, and soul imprint, it will enable you to recognize more of your Divine essence and experience joy in your own rightness.

We’ve all heard the saying “hindsight is 20/20,” meaning that we can always see the big picture with more clarity after events have transpired. It’s easy to see what we could have done differently or how we “should” have responded to something after the fact. We may ruminate over past conversations, wishing we had come up with a better response or obsess over the things we would do differently if given another chance. Regrets cause us to feel stuck, blocked, second-guessing our choices, and our judgment.
From the higher levels, we all agreed to experience life the way we are while we are incarnated here. We all agreed to have certain experiences and to learn lessons leading us to higher levels of understanding and awareness. While we can’t change the past, we can begin to accept it and forgive ourselves for our choices, knowing that we did the best we could with the resources and information we had at the time. When we release our past, we stop feeding it our energy, allowing us to finally move forward.
In this clearing, Bonnie will unravel your regrets from the core of their creation. Oftentimes, our regrets are a result of longstanding patterns, programs, beliefs, and even karmic relationships that were established long before your current lifetime. When we are able to release our regrets, we usher in levels of acceptance, forgiveness, and self-love, allowing us to create the future we want to experience, free from the baggage of our past.

For most of us, the idea of being publicly shamed and humiliated can be a fate worse than death. When we are shamed, we become disempowered. We are afraid to show up fully and play it small. When we have experienced shame and humiliation, in this life or in past incarnations, it sets up a pattern where we begin to withhold who we are out of fear of repercussions from others. When we engage in shaming or humiliating others, we are coming from a place of fear, impotence, and we are typically feeling a lack of control within our lives that make us want to control and disempower others.Maybe your teacher shamed you in front of your classmates when you were growing up, so you concluded it would be better not to speak your mind. Maybe you had body issues growing up, and family members or kids from school teased you our made you feel wrong about being yourself. The majority of cultural and religious programming is designed to make us feel ashamed and wrong for being who we are. Many of us have had past lives where we were persecuted for our beliefs and views, and these experiences still make us feel wrong for being ourselves to this day. In modern times, we as a culture have begun to rely on public shaming and humiliation on social media to control outspoken members of society.
Whether you have shamed others, or been shamed yourself, it’s time to get to the root of this destructive pattern. When we get to the core wound inherent in this cycle, we can free ourselves from the fear that has been keeping us hidden and we can start showing up fully in all aspects of our lives!

Do you find yourself in a constant state of disappointment or dissatisfaction with the world around you? Often times, we have an idea in our mind of how we want things to show up. We want our partner to be a certain way, or we idealize the perfect job. We may have expectations around how certain interactions or conversations will go, and then we get disappointed when they happen differently from the way we were expecting.
Often we don’t even communicate these expectations with others at all, so they are left to assume and guess where we may be coming from. When our unexpressed expectations are not met, we may blame others and direct these unrealized views outward. We blame our family or friends for not being who we want them to be. Other people may direct these disappointments inward, blaming themselves or going into harsh self-criticism and negative judgments.
Many people create these expectations without even realizing it. These expectations can tie back to traumas from this or past lives. We absorb beliefs where other people have projected their expectations onto us, setting up patterns of never being able to accomplish what we want or being able to take satisfaction in what we have achieved. When we are overly attached to the way success or abundance looks to us, we try to control and manage how the Universe shows up for us, which actually holds us back and blocks our growth, flow, and expansion.
It’s time to step into trusting the Universe. When we drop the expectations about how life is specifically supposed to look for us, we are able to receive the abundance, joy, and grace that are unfolding in every moment. We begin to know that we are doing what we need to be doing and that we are where we should be without an attachment to the outcome. With that, life begins to open up more because we are open to receiving whatever shows up in the moment! Join Master Accelerator Bonnie Serratore in this clearing where we will help you see your experience with truth, clarity, and serenity.

Most people have heard the phrase “Waiting for the Other Shoe to Drop”. It typically means that that you are waiting for an expected, inevitable, and often negative experience to occur. You may know somebody who is always expecting the next negative thing to happen. Often times, people will experience these feelings right after experiencing something positive in their lives! Most of us have an unhealthy idea of “balance”, and we feel like if we receive something really positive or helpful, it’s “only a matter of time” before the pendulum will swing back the other way, and we can expect bad things to happen to “balance out” the good we receive.
Most of us have so many hang ups about unconditional receiving that we start to sabotage ourselves the minute we actually get what we want. Deep down, we don’t feel like we are deserving, so we don’t feel like we can relax when we receive what we desire. We begin to doubt our worthiness and obsess about the ways we can lose the ground we’ve just made. We start to worry that we will screw up and lose that major promotion we just landed. We are anxious at the thought of wrecking the new car we could finally afford. Many times, these negative expectations actually create the very thing we are trying to avoid! As we obsess and pour over the ways we can lose what we have, we actually begin to create the conditions to bring that about!
The good news is that these feelings and anxieties are typically not even our own. We may have been raised by negative people who always worry and have implanted those beliefs onto us. Often times, we have numerous past lives with this pattern of receiving, only to look for that other shoe to drop. When it does, we decide that we were right to believe this way all along, and we start to never expect to get what we want without strings attached. In extreme cases, we may even deny ourselves the things we want altogether out of fear that we will later lose it or have it taken from us.
Join Bonnie Serratore as she assists you in unravel ling this belief system to its conception. It IS possible to receive all of the good and be satisfied! When we can enjoy the fruits of our labor without expecting that negative blow-back, we actually create more of what we want and stop calling in these negative cycles. Let’s unravel these patterns so that we can receive unconditionally and enjoy it!