Power plays/Abuse

Hi Bonnie, thanks for this. Since walking the spiritual path, more often than not I have ended up in power plays/abuse/harsh lessons. Yes – I created it! Yes – I agreed to it! I’m no victim. Regardless of the inner work and clearing work I do, each time I come back out and shine my Light, I get attacked. I’m currently working for a corporate that is void of Light, I’ve been told this has been established by my higher self but I’m actually really pissed because it’s challenging. I’m also setting up a meditation business to create more joy. Can you help me with this reoccurring pattern? My only desire is to have a simple heart connected life! Thank you, I absolutely love your work, I get tears of emotion even writing this to you. Much love x