My true being – spiritual path

Hi Bonnie. My name is Christina Burke, I’ve been sensitive my whole life but it ebbs and flows. I always felt destined for more and a push towards discovering my spiritual path even as a young child but very blocked and lost spiritually, harkening towards psychic attacks by dark forces. I don’t know too much about my family history and never knew who I was deep down so it’s muddled my vision on what my soul’s purpose is. Truthfully, I’ve always felt completely lost and detached from myself and reality. So my question for you is, who am I really on a soul level? Thank you so much for taking your time and gifts to help others.