Dear Bonnie,
I am Deepak, from India. I am gay and have been difficult time when I meet a person I like. I get attached so much that I feel anxious of loosing them. This anxiety and pain is so unbearable that I feel like ending my life. I understand that the person is only a trigger for me to get into this unbearable pain or agony. This pain due to attachment is more than my conscious understanding. I need help in getting through this pain – as I feel dead inside and have frequent idea of dying physically. But I am afraid that I will leave this life abruptly and this pain will follow me to next life. This pain I describe is there with me forever. Its like a cry and wail of soul inside me. Its a cry for longing, and security. I do not understand how to get through it. I am happy to attend semi-private session with you to get through it. Please suggest some direction to me.

warmly,
Deepak